sticky pineapple cake!
maybe i should've cut the pineapple in smaller pieces, so they're not so chunky. oh well. it's gonna be eatable anyways. i hope. i always fuck desserts up. no cats inside today. i went to pick up my photos, they're nice and blurry. got a color film this time. the camera seems to be working fine. took a nap at the oasis again. so nice and quiet.
i'm missing the final at the theatre, but it was that or my cake. i chose my cake. let's see how it's going.
alcohol
it's great, but then it's not so great. ahh
there was this man the other day, naked in the street, i guess it's my first naked-man-in-the-street this year. and then i thought maybe we should be aloud to walk the streets the way we really are, like when tunick took those pics, legally, well, it should happen. it could cause on the other hand people to go completely nuts, but what on earth is more natural than the human body for the human body...
just a thought
and i think i should too go for an ice cream, my first ice-cream-in-the-street of the year, but i won't give awards about it. nup.
goddamn
ok, now everyone's leaving town and i'll stay all alone forever. might as well leave too.
saw that funny yukky long two-for-one movie, laughed a lot. went to see my new appartment, i think i really am allergic to shrimps, i nearly passed out yesterday smelling that awful toxic odor... i'll get my pics on monday, my new camera'd better be worth it, even if it's a little loose on front, i think i can get pretty good shots with it.
it's cold and i don't want to go out. ahhh
sigue dando vueltas esa rueda
no entiendo. estoy de duena de casa haciendo lo que supuestamente desde toda mi vida esperé haer. a causa de una bomba atomica me doy cuenta que mis fuerzas venian de un boton del que no tengo control. mala cosa, porque lo que necesito es fuerza interior, no la esperanza de que algun dia me van a guiar de la mano a construir lo que esta disenado ya por mi ser y aun no llevado a cabo. siento de nuevo haber perdido algo grande, algo importante. no quiero dormir, porque aunque trate, algo me lo impide. no quiero comer, porque aunque trate algo me quita las ganas. no quiero avanzar poque aunque trate algo me obstruye el camino.
de donde salite? qien eres? de qué derecho te aduenas de esa parte de mi ser que amenaza saltar en cualquier momento... maldicion. espero nunca puedas aber qué dice aqui, no te mereces saber qué pienso de ti, eres un malcriado que no sabe ser querido. necesitas que te quiten el carino. ese carino que quise darte, no solo no te lo mereces, sino que espero no puedas lograr con lo que buscas. por qué? simplemente porque lo que pude darte no lo quisiste y lo botaste como un vil desecho. no soy un desecho, soy algo puro y bueno, que te habrias merecido haberlo querido.
y aqui, si no te gusta lo que cuento a ran publico, no eres bienvenido.
y no pretendo mostrar mis creaciones en esta direccion. ciertamente, mis post dan vuelta alrededor de ganar o perder alguien en mi vida. quiza eso mismo quise crear abriendome aqui. adios.
what the hell
i didnt ask for this, so i'm just gonna do like it doesn't exist, hoping it'll just dissapear somehow.
anyway, it's just not right doing it with your buddy, those things are reserved for THE ones. why dont you people answer the stupid phone? oh, maybe because its not ringing....
huh, my cat hates me, im never home, im just glad im moving soon (just 4 months from now yay!) and then at least i'll like being home, HOME.
today is one of those stupid days yo just dont want to do any of your homework, cause it'd mean getting up, dressed (not that im naked, but you get it) and going out for cat food, people food and actually eating, somethng that these days i have to force myself to do.
i just want the week to be over and do nice things, cool stuff, ya know.
spending the night with a stranger is so weird. i didnt think it would be so quick and FUN. you start by looking into their eyes and waiting for some recognition, or something new, special, but then you start discovering new smells, sensations, reactions, and you try new things, and i always hope its going to be different, but it ends up being all a dream.
pheeew.
feel the heat
its true, we should be inside, sweating. good idea.
ok, i'll try to fit this in my schedule, not that i'm so busy, but lately, i actually am.
mi amiga me va a venir a visitar y vaya que vamos a dejar la escoba. le quiero mostrar todas las tonteras bacanes que han aparecido desde la ultima vez que vino, y bueno, algunas que han desaparecido. mi escritorio pertenece a un vaquero, espero no me eche cuando se dé cuenta, si es que vuelve. algun dia.
ahora todo mall, han agregado a mi lista de cosas que hacer directora de produccion en un shooting, pero como no me han explicado, creo que mas voy a ocupar espacio vital y molestar que dirigir. al menos que antes de partir al extranjero se decidan a explicarme como la gente lo que tengo que hacer.
retomé la historia de alicia en el pais de las maravillas por milésima vez, y claro, uno siempre ve cosas nuevas, y esta vez no es excepcion, es de una absurdidad pero muy entretenida. hay veces en que incluso pienso de esa manera.
bueno, a seguir dirigiendo, o cualquiera que sea mi tarea aqui.
smells like teen spirit
ok, tonight i stay in bed because of this stupid virus i caugh or whatever you gonna call it, bacteria, streptococus or cunilimbus... i got to take some pills and drink a lot of water not to get stomach burns and stuff. its going better than that ol'post i got down there, YOURE GOING DOWN MO-FO
that said, i have to complain about the weather. no wonder i felt like crap all day, i had a FEVER, so i went to the doctor, he gave me some pills, they fucked my brain and now im resting in bed delirious and feverished, and every part of my entire body feels wrong, especially THAT one (ok, i was thinkinb about my hair, perv)
the rest of my story is illegal, and no one knows about it so im not gonna say anything about this guy making me believe i have some life left inside. oops.
sorry.
i won't say it again.
and i won't say that he makes me laugh till i pee, cause he doesn't know it. oops again.
i'll just say that i have a huge smile and its his fault.
wink!
